my happy ending

killians-jello:

OKAY BUT CAN WE TALK ABOUT KILLIAN’S “THAT’S QUITE A LOT OF FAITH YOU’RE PUTTING ON ME SWAN” LINE BECAUSE IT BREAKS ME. 

HE MAY ACT CONFIDENT IN FRONT OF PEOPLE ALL THE TIME BUT WE CAN SEE HOW INSECURE HE TRULY IS ABOUT HIS LOVE WITH EMMA. SOMETIMES HE THINKS IT’S TOO GOOD TO LAST. HE THINKS HIS PAST WILL ALWAYS FIND A WAY TO DEFINE HIM AND HIS LIFE. A PART OF HIM FEARS THAT THEIR LOVE WILL TURN OUT LIKE HIS PAST HEARTBREAKS. HIS CONFIDENCE IN WINNING EMMA’S HEART IN NEVERLAND WAS ONE THING, BUT IN THE PRESENT TIME HIS CONFIDENCE IN MAINTAINING WHAT THEY HAVE IS ANOTHER THING. 

YOU CAN SEE IN THE LAST GIF HOW SCARED HE IS. KILLIAN’S FEAR IS LOSING LOVE. LALALA I’M GOING TO DESERT MYSELF ONTO AN ISLAND IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE NOW BYE

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